I'm feeling a little anti-climatic today. When I don't do what I need to do, I always wake with an impending sense of doom. Dread is like a wet cloak this morning.

So my goals today are to write that crappy paper and hit the gym for my 30min run. Oh and make-up my work for my computer class tomorrow morning. Whatever.

I thought for sure eating ice cream for every meal yesterday would have a profound effect on my BG this morning, but it was a beautiful 83 this morning. It seems the older my babies get, the better my diabetes is. I'm quite certain that the toll of child bearing is the main cause of my early onset diabetes. My cycle was also 28 days to the hour this past month, which tells me my PCOS is under control as well.

Of course my eating crap does effect how I feel. I need to get back on a wheat, dairy, meat and soda free diet. The last few weeks I was forced to eat canned goods due to my husband and my poor budgeting skills. We installed laminate flooring and totally went over budget. We are a cash family, so when its gone, its gone. I'm feeling the pain of my poor decision-making in my joints.

So no offense to modern artists out there, but I have to say that IMO most of what I am studying this week is crap. I have a much better appreciation for the Renaissance. When I compare Michellangelo's David with Pollock's Lavender Mist....come on. The former is a masterpiece and the latter is nothing more than splattered paint. I do enjoy some of the more complex modern sculpture, but I have no respect for the minimalist, monochromatic crap. Anyone can paint a canvas entirely blue. These commentators act like Jesus himself painted the canvas all blue, therefore it must be profound.

Alrighty, I'm throwing on some Lady Gaga and I'm off to write some b.s.